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yu xi-de ! 8:06 PM

One eventful day, i was on my way home.I saw this girl who is about the same age as me sitting just opposite me in the train. She had the plain jane look and her fringeless hair. She was reading a story book, and she looked like she was in a world of her own. It then hit me, when i saw her smiling to herself looking somewhat attractive.

Not that i have thoughts like these often, but just recently i've been having deep insights. That girl although looking plain and probably a little boring i may guess, she seemed like she was "HERSELF" and i thought to myself.

Have i been myself?

yu xi-de ! 4:51 PM

Monday, July 07, 2008

Recently i've been truly amused by the increasing number of whiners be it in dota, sports or LIFE.

Example A (DOTA) : A rogue knight just horribly died to a tower at level 1, Shadowfiend : "Why are you such a fucking noob?" . Rogue knight exclaims to his other teammates about SF calling him a noob. "Why did he call me a noob! He is so mean, he hurt my feelings :< :< :< :< :< " "Awww my poor little baby, that person must be such an asshole please ignore him , come fall into my arms baby rogueknight let me pat your hat" FOR FUCK SAKE, whats the POINT? yes yes you can cry about your feelings being hurt, but in the end that doesn't change the fact that you are still a noob?

Its just the same, If i call you a slut in your face surely that means something(not that i actually did in your face, maybe your barely visible tits.) You can go whine about it ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL you want, i'll still call you a slut. You can shut my mouth up by telling SUPERIORS (IE, Icefrog or god ) that i call you a slut, I"ll still think that you are a slut.Whats the point....? Im terribly sorry that i hurt your feelings(Not that i actually cared) but its just the same anywhere, i..don't..really..give a shit. :)

Then again, to have a packet of chocolate milk talking about me truly is..a humiliation.

Lastly i love my girlfriend. amen

yu xi-de ! 9:52 PM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

The start of something new

It has been so long, far so long . I've been searching for this certain someone for so long..far too long.

Wait, maybe not that long :)

From the start, we've never run out of topics to say. I've always been entertained, always laughing. But gradually this entertainment turned into an entertainment i want more of, something i thought would be horrible if it disappears from my life.

Slowly this entertainment turned into a blessing, such a blessing that made me go feel like the luckiest man on earth. Its the kind of "When you love someone, its something, When someone loves you, its another thing. However when you love that someone who loves you back, its EVERYTHING" .
A blessing that shares two hearts, two souls. One beat.

Oh man, i feel so awesume, elated EVERYTHING. Words alone cant express how i feel.

It was a little hard at first, everything was going really fast. But even as things were going really fast, i told myself that in this vast world of 4 billion . For 2 people to share a love is such fate, I told myself that i had to have faith.

Its hard to find someone whom you truly love, much less someone who loves you just as much.

And then i did it, no.. We did it :)

n1c3 37a

yu xi-de ! 10:11 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Its quite funny how old memories keeps flowing back to me. I cant believe how much i had changed from i was a little boy(I had my times when i was little).

When i was a little boy, i was very quiet. Although i was very quiet, strangely i had many friends. And some of these friends grew up with me in a very comfortable environment I had many many many different memories with these friends. All of which were very special memories to me. These friends make up most of my "happy childhood". But we can never remain as a child.

So as people start to grow up, they start to take choices. Choices that will change their life forever. Im happy to know that my friends had made unregrettable choices. When i think about the times i spent with these friends when i was a child, I couldn't help but smile widely. I also could not help but feel pretty much upset.

For we lived in the same environment, the very happy environment. I was the distinctive one. The only who who wasn't as sucessful(in a way) as them. Sigh they had all grown up.... :)

这里的空气很新鲜
这里的小吃很特别
这里的lette不像水
这里的夜景很有感觉

在一万英尺的天边
在有港口view的房间
在讨价还价的商店
在凌晨喧闹的三四点

可是亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
我们有多少时间能浪费
电话再甜美
传真再安慰
也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远
我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
一个人过一天像过一年
海的那一边
乌云一整片
我很想为了你快乐一点
可是亲爱的
你怎么不在身边

yu xi-de ! 11:13 PM

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