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Sunday, May 21, 2006
In this blog entry, i would actually love to talk about many different things that happened the past few days as well as today, But i wont. The purpose of this blog entry was just to say how i felt about what happened today and yesterday.
As shown in my previous blog entry, i whined and ranted about how i was looking forward to the meeting and stuffs like that. Some of you might think about how bad this girl must really be to actually had done something like that. But the truth is, YOUR WRONG. Im the one who is the bastard, not just a bastard actually. But a selfish fucking ignorant asshole sucker. IT Was'nt without reason that she did'nt came, IT HAD A REASON. AND THAT REASON I TOTALLY OVERLOOKED IT. I ASSUMED MISTAKENLY, FUCK IT DUDE. SHE WAS ACTUALLY SICK, DOWN WITH FLU AND FEVER! Damned it dude, There i was outside, ranting and whining about how i feel , how miserable i was, and how lonely i was. And there she was lieing on the bed? What the fuck was i doing man. I just kept cursing and whining when i heard that she could'nt come, but i did'nt ask why! Until today night then i know why, How ignorant could i have been?
Theres no words to describe the shit i've done. No sorry word is suitable for an action i had done. But still, I would really say Im terrible Sorry. I don't hope for any forgivement, but just please do something to me, cut off my finger or my arm or anything. Just to clense my guilt =
And lastly, i would like to say Thank you to you 3! today, for keeping me company. For listening to me, for helping me. For blessing me and for cheering me up.! Happy birthday yuxi.
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Quote from Jos
In life, there are times when Im so busy.
I could not even say hi,
Make a call
or send a reply.
But it doesent mean that I've forggoten you.
Because in my heart,
I've kept you.
yu xi-de ! 12:16 AM
Chay Yu Xi;
What can i say?
Everybody's changing and I dont feel the same
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