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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Ug, that really fucked me really hard there. I was quite fucking sad when i read it, Hurt actually. After all the things i did? Damned, I...guessed theres no helping it then. IT cannot be forced. I was right, the third doesen't even need to happen and i know im down. Why isit that its always jeremy getting all the luck? There's none left for me at all. Fuck me, face it im jealous.
You know? you always asked me why am i so happy? The answer i replied was, because im naturally happy, because if your not naturally happy its not true happiness already? But its not it. The reason why im happy is because, I could look at you. And its not all, the reason why im happy is because we can talk together. And the reason why im truely happy, is because i met you.
Parents meeting is coming, everything is coming. But all of these are not important, what im really concerned about is whether im willing to take the step forward, or rather most likely, willing to face the third rejection. Its fuckup at times, We're all young, and you might think that love is a early thing. Your wrong, love comes in all ages. For me, it came at the time when im feeling down, where love comforted me and gave me hope. Not actually hope though, I found love but Its not willing to come to me.
And last, i end with my self composed song. (jk its a song by h.i.m)
"Close To The Flame"
The kiss sweetest
And touch so warm
The smile kindest
In this world so cold and strong
So close to the flame
Burning brightly
It won't fade away
And leave us lonely
The arms safest
And words, so good
The faith deepest
In this world so cold and cruel
So close to the flame
Burning brightly
It won't fade away
And leave us lonely
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yu xi-de ! 7:58 PM
Chay Yu Xi;
What can i say?
Everybody's changing and I dont feel the same
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