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Monday, July 31, 2006
Watashiwa Hitori. I cant believe i did this entry first at my book -.-
Many things happened and i dont really have the time to update them all. Take example, derrick lost some competition and im kinda disappointed. Frankly speaking, i find myself caring a lot about derrick. I dont know why , but it seems that he has became a part of me and the bond that i had formed with him. However, This does not means that we are gays. I mean, i dont mind it, but its another case for him. He says that it degrades his image. Lol, c'mon its not that bad right?
Recently, i've been getting more and more emo. I've watched this samurai x OVA, its kinda affecting and mix up my mood a hell lot. Im recovering, many things had happen. I'll be frank, i've notice a change in some of my friends and its really "(geraldine) <----She wrote this in my book, RANDOM" irritating, what i mean is true colours.
Today, I've temporary lost a important person in my life, My dad is going to China to be a project manager. "and this is another spot check!<---Random" (Yes this is random she wrote it again LOL) Despite the countless disputes, i still feel that i really do need him.
Right now, what i hope for, and what i wish to have. is someone who can really understands me. I may appear cheerful at times, but honestly there is a really deep hole in me. Perhaps you can say that my laughter acts as a medium for my sadness. From lashes to ashes, from lust to dust. in your sweetest torment, I'm lost. And no heaven can help us. "You writing poem arh! crazy" ---< yes another random" " (No its not a poem, Its what i feel, aint me cool jk"
Oh and btw, Im turning civil aint that good? Im so glad that derrick has influenced me in his crafty ways. THANK U!. And lastly i would like to end with the phrase that affected me a lot "go mei na sai, anatamo..." YES NO MORE SPOT CHECK LOL! And yes, thank you for talking to me first this few days. I appreciated a lot.
yu xi-de ! 5:31 PM
Chay Yu Xi;
What can i say?
Everybody's changing and I dont feel the same
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