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Sunday, August 20, 2006
You jerk it out
Oh yes, So many things to talk about. So much , that I had to get off my bed and blog at an hour of 1.48am.. Fishy, i smell the taste of curry LOL . At such an hour aint it so? ^_^. This blog entry was meant to be a lot, But i dont have that much of a energy to do so. So i'll most probably rant a little, or describe a little.
Many of you most probably watched CLICK(Okay damned, when i talked about this part i was shitted. I totally forggoten that i had this entry and forggoten to press the publish button) the movie. Yes the Sorrowful show in disguise of comedy. When i first learned that i was watching with derrick on Friday, I was so excited. Excited till the extent that i NEARLY brought a remote control to the cinema and be an idiot(Which i already am one Wahaha), but derrick then told me before that his friends and him did such a thing before. A group of them, lets just say 7. All brought remote controls to the cinema, and started pointing and Foreigners or anyone they see, FAST FORWARD was said LOL. As i was about to leave the school. A group of sexes joined me, and we began our excursion. As we arrived, we went to food repug. That place is awesome, i just love it. The table's colour and all the structure, Heck theres even a pretty view. (HERES THE KINKISH PART) What really fascinates me, is that a person would be moving around selling drinks, Yes u heard me, Selling drinks on the spot. Not those kind of coffeshop uncle who asked u, you go shouting kopi c ji bui.. Yeah the food was great, And my brother did'nt believe me, GO CHECK IT OUT ASSHOLE. And then when derrick arrived i did'nt noticed, until when i checked my phone and saw 5 missed calls and two hate messages. "ZZZ im going home" "-_- What the fuck is this". I then noticed that i was on TOTALLY SILENT MODE(No vibrations or so), K idiots touching my phone. As i called him, He was there. I was glad to see him all in one piece, Hey He is sweating. As we sat down, and him seeing all my friends being there. Being the only guy with "problems". He could'nt help it but send me a "Good job asshole" Message, Yes its my fault im sorry. I then went to make him relax by saying my friends are a bunch of total idiots(Yes they are, Tested and confirmed by derrick). And we went to walk to cineleisure, those dudes were a total cluthz in jaywalking N00BS. I was the first to cross the road, and soon began felling asleep on the railing(Due to extreme waiting). We then went to watch Click(I dont wanna describe what happened when we were walking there, its too embarassing).
Click is a comedy, its also a sad show. I loved the lame barney part. For those of you who had watched it. Have u ever tried to put this movie into your life? Many times, as i was quarreling. Be it friends or family, i would always not wanna listen it, and really wanna "fastforward" it. The show makes me wanna live my life to the fullest for the next 6 hours(Yes derrick, i won u by 2).If somehow i managed to get an controller like that, and i fast forwarded my life to the time when i get a good job. Thats like 10 20 years? I wont know what really happened in it. But the show is abit zzz. As the man was dying, he still went to point middle finger(WTF, and i thought he wanted to pat that man and give him some last words =.=) But what really affected me. Was what morty said, after he woke up(Although rationally it happened). "Hope you do it right THIS time" This sentence acts as a thing to remind us that life, Only happens once. And, not everything would be given a second chance. Sometimes, In life you might get hurt, or you might get happiness. But what really is life? Life is'nt how you live it,
Life is about living it.
Oh if your wondering if im still affected by the movie. Yes, I did. Right now im gonna try to live my life better...
Recently i've been going out a lot, I spent too much money. Thats not nice . Just today i went to a concert, Its fun to see some people wearing different types of clothes. While i will always wear my uniform. Band was cool, and i tried to act spastic but the group of friends were too little. Otherwise i'll have be real nuts. You know , some retarded people were shouting and cheering after each song is played. Oops, i should'nt call them retarded . Honestly, we should pity them. They are the kind of people who had deprived childhood and really wanna be a kid again, Lets be nice. And i wanted to be a real fucktard. I wanted to scream in between the song, so loud that it breaks the whole song. And everyone would start looking at me, And i'll be in tears. And i'll go to that right pillar corner, And WAIL LOUDLY AND CRY . Just like the emo kids Wahahaha. Derrick once told me about a extreme emotional case would be when a person looks at a tissue paper, and she CAN ACTUALLY come out with reasons to tell you why she's crying. Yeah btw, when i entered the room, i wanted to shout "Daddy ! Mommy where are u!" And then "heh, what a nightmare" LOL. And it ended, with damnation feelings.
As i went back. I then meeted mathias at the market. He broke up, thats damned. I wont say much, but i'll just slightly talk about it. Person A is trying to save a relationship, while person B doesent give a damn. Totally sicked up. Oh and its on a honest basis. Like i said , i wont say much. So i'll just let u know something. IN life, You are bound to get hurt and all. What u must take note that, you can't force a person to love you, BUT u can let yourself be loved.
Love deeply and passionately, You might get hurt, but thats the only way to live life completely. You broke that chain, you smashed that toy, you put the chain in the peanut soup. Whats the point? Dont cry because its over, Smile because it happened. Your life is like a grass. People like wendy, are those tiny little pretty grass are those that attracts you and wants you to pick it up. And those Tiny ordinary grasses are those PEOPLE WHO ARE AROUND U. Think about it.
When people dont argue over the things that are bitching them. When people dont really mind although u've said fucked up stuff. Its always in the appearance, It means they are tolerating you. It means they still wants to be friends with you and hope that you'll stop your bullsh!t. Lets just be crude, STFU .
Drowziness has gotten all over me, as i blurred myself frantically finding the publish post i see a red X. On the top right hand corner. Is that ? THE PATH TO FREEDOM? No, wait i saw an orange. My favourite colour, oh there it is.
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