For once in my life. Im gonna hate gaming. It makes me pirioritize myself badly. And placed the most important person in my life before it. Great. Mr rikki gosu's gonna take a break bye noobs.
Recently, noticed i've started most of my entries with a "RECENTLY". And RECENTLY(^_^), I meant this few days. Im happy. The whole cycle repeats itself again, Whoa Lol. Im just at the Better side of the cycle right now, i just hopes it doesen't go to the bad side, But its alright i know i'll turn back to the good one in no time(I hope).
Upside down. For the first time in my life, im gonna relate how im feeling to a corny song. Upside down LOL HAHAHAHA no offence to corny song listeners. Everyday as i came home, I had to open those red covers and start banging my fingers. Otherwise i wont feel good about it, Piano has became an addiction.
Happy? Yeah, this happy thing has overcome my parents, meaning it owned them. I am happy. This whole week is well spent, except for yesterday the gaming thing, Sorry i should had..
Yesterday was the chinese mooncake festival, probably my first one at ctss or rather at an OFFICIAL EVENT. Here's the ass part, I was with the junkies group. We had to leave the lanshop because i was getting impatient, and we sat on the busstop as directed from CHEEKONG. 30 minutes has past, when i then noticed how stupid WE were. WE WAITED 30 MINUTES ON A BUSSTOP WITHOUT THE BUS THAT WE NEEDED OH MAN! HOW STUPID WAS THAT. We then took cab down to ctss. Those assholes, dili deli. Wahahaha. When we arrived, it was a large group. We all assembled, And they went to see some "Ghost" in the fourth floor toilet, where i went to find geraldine. Its a pity , even after the performance i could'nt see how she looked like HAHAHAHA.
As the boys came down from the fourth floor toilet, they weren't looking as hyped up when they went up. Especially Normand, he was looking pale. So i poked him , and he appears to be SOLEMN HAHAHAHAHAH WOOOOO. Luckily i was'nt there. No, i dont like this kind of things, i eat sea hums everyday really LOL.
We waited quite long for the chinese dancers, that's what we are there for anyway. Somehow, I thought that we were too hyped up especially me. But dudette, We're Sorry LOL. We're too Excited(Fine Just me) for your performance.
Eventually it ended, And I had this urge to play the lantern. Afterall i had a deprived childhood, And its kinda cool to actually touch a lantern. LOL WE WERE ACTING LIKE SHIT ASSES. WE WERE RUNNING AROUND WACKING EACH OTHER WITH LANTERNS, AND BLOWING THEIR LIGHT OFF!. It was an awesome night, Especially for myself :). Oh and i saw melissa and AUNTIE HAHAHA. Yes, i could had written more, but i have to submit this in 1 minutes time. Im already 5 minutes later than submission. SORRY BOSS! I"LL DO A BETTER JOB NEXT TIME LOL HAHAHA -_-
Somehow my boss asked me to rewrite my composition, she said it was too sucky. Dont misunderstand, She's a great person :).
I wanted to actually say that, Somehow derrick you had a point. We made simplicity complicated, perhaps i can't really advice you that much. Because afterall, im just trying to fit myself in your shoes and try to understand you better , it backfired.
Awwww Lots of things happening, Its kinda funny to see dude how friends work sometimes. Being so calculative and over dominating is an Extremely unhealthy relationship. And, like i said before. Seriously do you really think you can become psychics when you become good friends?
Lots of breaking ups happening around, As extracted from an important friend of mine. She said, All the HAZEL's clone, hazel number 2 and number 3. I still feel that 1 is better though. And i noticed that somehow, i enjoy playing neopets a lot.
If you actually see carefully in my blog, you'll notice that. How i blog is like How i tuitioned geraldine. I'll give you a sentence of seriousness and in an instance i'll crap 10 sentences of bullshits HAHAHA.
Shit, i suddenly lost my mind and cant connect myself. Can someone plug it back please, Damn those kids, always tripping over my wire(JK).
We're having class politics.
They always say :Leave the best for the last
Its not a problem at all Geraldine, Im always here. Thanks for letting me to help you dudette. It is an honour to help you, bestie (And Geraldine, i know you wanted me to write this right HAHAHA)
yu xi-de ! 4:50 PM
THE PICTURE SAVES THE DAY!
SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
yu xi-de ! 2:14 PM
How can i express myself to myself. How can i know myself. No I dont know myself. Something is awfully wrong with me, I know there is but i just dont know what it is. I feel uncomfortable all the time, after...I dont know as well. I lacked motivation in everything, When i actually tried interacting, it backfired. When i picked my hero in dota, i pressed alt qq instantly. Why? I dont know, i just have an urge to do so. No, not to taunt but to make myself feel better? No it did'nt helped, i felt worse. I have friends who wants to understand me, yet i dont feel comfortable talking to them. I know I have a lot of things to say, but on the other hand I dont know what to say. You see, my life is full of contradictions.
I dont like going out with my parents this few days, because i feel that they are constantly picking on me. No, actually its not feel, THEY ARE picking on me. Serena was right, i have awesomely serious mood swings. And its starting again, You know about PMS? I dont know how it feels, but i know it would be uncomfortable. Lets just say im having a guy's period.
I envied my friends, for them to be together. I feel sucky, i feel like a fucker. Honestly i doubt myself sometimes. I think its overly depressed, Over? I dont know as well.
When Derrick told me about something that happened in his life, I was happy for him but strangely I envied him as well.
Fuck it i dont know what's going on, My heart and my brain are corresponding seriously well , My heart feels uncomfortable then it tells my brain not to tell me why ? Hey fuck you both or i'll seriously sucide with you two.
No, I cant comfort myself. Nothing is helping, Hmm except..
yu xi-de ! 2:55 PM
As i typed www.blogger.blogspot.com. I dont know why, but it just keeps getting me to a page with a BLOGGER NOT FOUND URL. Damned, later did i found out the real url and that made me felt dumb -_-.
Finally I figured that as I eventually TOUCHED my computer. Hey? Why not update for awhile. Recently, I had been touching my piano a lot. I thought that perhaps maybe next time I might wanna be a piano teacher, why not? Im getting all the inspiration I need to actually practice. Im so glad, But i have friends who mock at me. "Where you going after school?" "Piano." "Nah bei la, piano again, piano piano piano buay sian ah" =\.
Speaking of jobs, recently Derrick told me something he's INTO currently. Something about Multi-level Marketing, As i read google's report about such a scheme, prymaid scheme etc. At first I thought that it might be a scam, or maybe some dirty work. As much as the doubts I had, I still believe Derrick's judgement, He told me that even in the real world. He pwns -_-, If its a scam, he'll be the scammer who scams the scam. LOL(Im rather intrested in it though, I cant wait) . Oh, and he promised to get me my shoes when he actually made some coins, I can't wait. Perhaps, for that reason. Im willing to support him, LOL Just kidding la brother I'll support you fullheartedly =P.
Its funny to see how a person can change so much, But what exactly triggered his change is unknown. A teenager's mystery.
Perhaps its time to start relying on myself , I've been still alright thanks to Derrick and Josephine. Their calls, their advices. It works out a lot for me, Sometimes I wonders about a lot of things as well . Im a thinker, I could just sit and stare and think but eventually I wont think about any ways to help myself. I guessed its all in the mind, No more mediums just agony.
The truth is that i've been acting as a mediator for friends, Acting as a counsellor, How i wished someone would just take my position and do the same for me. I guessed eventually, In order to really study I'll have to throw everything aside.
LOL, =\ =_-. ? w , man . h a h a ha ha
yu xi-de ! 7:50 PM
For once in my life, I really wanna blog this time LOL. All this while, if you noticed clearly in my blog. I had been ranting, I had been BITCHING. Hey? I often talked about my life being tough, and me trying hard and all. The truth is, Im not trying hard at all. Im actually whining. Its a fact I've relocated my mind today.
Its kinda funny how i think back on what happened today. The teachers are stressing me, I fear my parents why? Because i respected them, because i feel that they are working hard for me and i can't let them down. Honestly i knew that hey? If i carry on like this i would bound to make them upset or disappointed, Somehow i knew the ending But its just that perhaps im not wanting to accept it thats all. Its the kind of feeling you know LOL. As I packed my stuffs and go, not forgetting that my phone was confiscated. I was feeling kinda damned as well, like Im IN TORMENT LOL And i still have to force to be happy. No fair LOL. Shit im actually talking like im joking, I mean really i am (Im laughing as i typed this) But no, hey its actually something serious. I cant believed so many people was laughing at me as i was leaving the classroom. Lol, to think back it was kinda funny -_-. But hey, All that emotions and stressed build up at that moment was triggered with a knock over someone familiar. Lester? LOL, Hey if you really wanna try why not? You said you walked in a straight line, while i said i walked in a straight line as well. So who's fault? But that thing, triggered me. Im freaking emo, Emo = overly-emotional. I cried over some minal things -_-. Great i just knew it, its my FAMILY GINS. Everyone in my family is like that dude LOL.
Some say that they need time to overcome everything, IMO, i feel that its bullshit LOL. Its all in the mind man, as i was walking back i felt dead totally. And as soon as i reached the computer I've viewed some stuffs AND POOF IM BACK AGAIN LOL. Hey dont you dare say im cold blooded okay LOL.
I had lots of things to talk about , Firstly my dad LOL.
Honestly , i respect my parents a lot and that they work hard i know it. But sometimes the words they say contradicts themselves. Hey, i wont explain the details but my dad is obviously bias. But who cares, Im not affected-_-, im lying .
I need my RESULTS!
You know i have some friends who actually told me their problem, Why am i giving everyone the impression that im gonna be a councellor when i grow up? -_- NO. Yeah, they were telling me about their relationships and all and their right one. So im just gonna say it in all whole one Phrase^_^.
For all the reason in the world.
Some people say there's no reason,
Some say there is.
But ending up the honeymoon stage of love, Couples look at each other for their needs, Their believes. But what's really going on about love, no one really knows much about it. Perceptions and predictions.
We humans are always doing that.
Falling in love is so easy.
Looking at it, it was darn well a way to relieve stress =) but the only thing in love is, are you making a effort to keep loving each other ? Many people just take love for granted but its just there. No effort put in, just a simple excuse and their off.
Many people are searching for the right one. but the truth be told,
Anyone can be the right one.
Its just how you treasure him/her.
Here's a question for you all people (Directed at Jessica and JOS and all people)
If you really treasured him/her, and in the end she leaves you.
Will you blame yourself? Or will you feel dishearten and never to love again?
Dudes, Never feel dishearten, knowing you've give all you've got in a relationship leaves you room for little regrets..
No this ain't romeo and juliet, But lets just say for me that is, Falling in love is'nt just for a reason or 2. But its about caring and making both parties happy with a little compromise and understanding, of course with some time with each other making sure each other knows the way each other feels.
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That was the positive side i mean personally LOL actually all also good lar, just listen man.
If you fall out of love, read this dude (Directed at Mathias)
Falling out of love is somethings many people dread. Reasons wise, there are many too, but people will just give a shake and just say its bullshit . Never the last falling out of love sometimes it painful.
But you can never forget, the pain.
Memories will always stay within your mind so are you going to look at it as a painful reminder or something as a past you must learn from?
Many people told me, why they fall out of love.
Few reasons : He/She doesn't love me anymore
I don like the way she's/he's doing things*
He/She is not my type I don't think I love him/her anymore.
* use your imagination people =)
Some reasons are always crappy, but lets face it people.
When you fall out of love, someone always hurts. no matter the reason given. The reason there is just to forgive one's self. Or a reason to break away from commitment. For some they feel they never really love the guy/girl Simply put as they are just testing. People get hurt in these course of action along the way. Not enough commitment, not enough this not enough that.
Here's something i always see , Although im saying this Im actually contradicting myself BUT HEY LOL FORGET THAT DICK -_-.
Couples are hurt by each other actions, and they don't tell one another, And yet they expect each other to understand ? What are you psychic ? You mean you become psyhic when you are lovers ?
Well sometimes, people tend to know what the other half wants, but not everytime. No one's perfect So i rather say most couples I know never let each other understand their feelings and expect the other half to come over and understand them. Still the fact remains, When someone falls out of love, there's always pain. No escaping.
And here Yuxi DICKHEAD Yuxi i want to remind you heres something for you Chay Yu Xi. No i dont mean er THE GERALDINE chay yu xi but the real me. Myself
Everyone's got a past, its just whether you can learn from it or still let it torment you. Sometimes we look at other people laughing so carefreely, We can get jealous and envy them, of the past they do not have or fear. Truth is, they chose not to let the past torment them and they chose to be free, free of the contraption. Your memory is just a link to the past. And yet even as i see this typed out Im still saying ahhh this LOL.
As i noticed here, there are actually friends who are there for me, people like MOUSTAGE yes stage, Noobcake,ojo, (This two are actually one LOL) Michelle, Wai ho? Hey? Maybe even liang koon. Especially Derrick, As he sees me in such a stressing mood. He still never fails to make me smile with laughter thank you DEAR LOL.
My knuckles hurts with agony,
Anyone who saw me today, except for shaneni she saw the whole thing. Yeah, Im fine i was just TOO STRESSED up by the teachers and my parents. But im fine now, Last i just got reminded. As derrick was telling this to me, WHOA LOL HE WAS AT A CHALET. AND HE WAS NAMED A KING OF CUTIE AND A PRINCE! LOL WOOO -_- Thank me dude
Yuxi be back as normal in school TOMMOROW WOO -_-
yu xi-de ! 6:57 PM
Some say school is our second home, I somehow believed it. During the holidays, i slacked a lot and eventually i feel that school's the only thing to cure that, it somehow worked. Thank you school.
HI WORLD, its been awhile since i last blogged i mean just a few days but Yeah. Since im told that my blog looks like an adult made one, meaning Over matured for my age. Hey? LOL I'll TALK LIKE THIS. IN CAPS WOOHOOO. HEY I HAD MY DAY SO COOL MAN YEAH . No, that wont work...
I figured, that i had to tagged this. LOL, I still can't believe i was fooled. TOTALLY, yesterday. Im being twirled around, twirling and twirling around. As i was online, I suddenly heard geraldine and genesis telling me that their are both ignoring each other, Which also means they are quarrelling. It was like, "YUXI, GENESIS IS IGNORING ME". "YUXI GERALDINE IS IGNORING ME". Eh, I wonders what the conspiracy behind this. Then i called them and asked, and i thought to myself hey it sounded real. I did laughed at them at their attempt to fool me. But it then sounded real, and i tried to Let them relax themselves first. I did lots of stupid stuffs, said lots of them "Hey, eh dont quarrel man, your all great friends before. Small things is still talkable, later make until big thing then cham man".
It then turns out, "Hey yuxi we have something to tell you, GEN HIGH 5." -____-. Immediately I felt embarassed, hey i've been fooled. Like whoa? Rikki You got fooled. But damned i did asked once whether i was on candid tv or not, obviously they lied LOL.
Oh well.^_^
And later that night we posed as each other(Which might means the discorruption in the msn now, HEH STOLEN IDENTITY)First it was Geraldine as Genesis, And Me as Geraldine. And finally Genesis as Yuxi. I figured that it was darn fun to not only copy the nicks, then names, the words. BUT ALSO THE VOICE WOOO. So ^_^. I dont know why, but i did try my best to copy geraldine, till the extend that she said she'll slap me if i continued any further >.> LOL They were laughing their ass out Darn. Hey? It was kinda embarassing as well, to actually see myself being acted out. I really do need to learn to be civil eh? But hey? I think i can really get used to this LOL. Then we decided to acted out in school.
And so we did, but darn geraldine sat far away from genesis and me otherwise it'll be so fun. It was fun nevertheless. I had hazel called me genesis, and when she does that. HEHEHEH I DOES THE ACTION GEN LOVES THE MOST.School reopened, and i had fun REALLY. All is going fine as usual today, I had lots of fun and lots of laughter. However, Everything is going too fine. I dont see the tension anywhere seriously, Not like people from 3b2. They are so hardworking. Sometimes i wished to be the one studying other than the one playing. I guessed its a new begining for me. I heard somethings new as i went back to school. It was good to see people at my age being similar with me, at least i know that im not weird now LOL. But hey? Its kinda cool dude. But today, i just wanna say this. Its been God knows how long since i talked to shawn. And i did today, Although just a few words, Its fine, happy enough for me. Heck, i dont even know why we quarrelled in the first place, or did we even? Its like, everytime we go to lan, we wont be on the same team, I mean skills based its fair. But hey? I do wanna play with him sometime, its kinda cool. And btw, Geraldine sounded exactly like me -_-, Its embarassing to see another yuxi screaming dickheads all the time LOL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So thats for today i guessed. NO NO NO NO WAIt, I know ! TODAY I PLAYED BASKETBALL, hey i kinda enjoyed it. Darn, Now i had to choose between piano and basketball! ITS DAMNED. And i just hoped geraldine would see my phone , because theres something funny LOL. WOOO -___- Bye dickheads
yu xi-de ! 7:03 PM
Some conversation i had today. What i typed is direct quotes from the conversation so you can see how funny a person can spell
Iamgay:Hey
rikki:Yes?, Your still trying to disturb me?
Iamgay:no, i am soz 4 yesterday.
Iamgay:R u there?
rikki:So what am i supposed to say
Iamgay:Say sorry back. (At this point i was laughing my dick off man)
rikki:Fuck you?
Iamgay:I guess
Iamgay:Get real
Iamgay:i have coped all the things you have said you no
rikki:ER
rikki: haha?
Iamgay: So dont get rude
rikki: Dude your such a mofo
rikki: Im trying to get such rest here you DICKHEAD
Iamgay:well SORRY
Iamgay: laxybum
Iamgay: lazy*
rikki:So im trying to get some rest = Im lazy
rikki: GREAT
Iamgay:HOW OLD R YOU
rikki:Im 5, and how old are you?
rikki: DICKHEAD
Iamgay:as if
Iamgay: as if u r 5
rikki:Err, Then?
Iamgay:TELL ME R REALO AGE
rikki: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LEARN TO FUCKING TYPE YOU DICK
Iamgay: wat and swar as if ur prant's would like to see you doing this to a lil kid
Iamgay: it looks like you are tring to murder merikki: HAHAHAHAHAAH THE WAY YOU ARE TYPING!
rikki: DAMNED STOP KEEPING ME AWAKE!
rikki: IM SUPPOSED TO BE ASLEEP
Iamgay:as if
Iamgay:HELLO
Iamgay:SPEEK
Iamgay:NOT ASLEPP R U?
Iamgay:soz if you were
rikki: ?????????
Iamgay:WHAT
Iamgay:HELLO
rikki:FUCK YOU DICKHEAD
Iamgay: y dont you
Iamgay:i hate you realy bad
Iamgay:go away
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And So I Did :)
Oh and yesterday i had this game with geraldine. It was kinda funny, I mean I had been trying to play minesweepers a long time ago But the computer just disallows it. After several trys, it worked out. And we played the minesweeper in a Different Style . Our WAY. LOL, It was funny, Just look at the score and its kinda obvious WHO edited IT. The score is 25-25 and SHE WON -_-.
yu xi-de ! 8:24 PM
Lots of thing to write about today, Really so much. So where do i start? I have no idea, I just know that the keys on my new keyboard are hard to type on and that Its kinda sad to see the SX era just ending like that with the death of the character=\. I seriously have no idea where do i start from, i have tons of things to talk about so its kinda hard . I'll just start by saying.
I waked up ridiculously early on Saturday 2nd of september 2006. It was a hard day for me as My Ga-(Sorry i cant complete the word, I"LL GET BAMMED LOL) partner is still upset. And i know what day 2nd of september 2006 is, Obviously i would. As i opened my wallet and i saw this brown lettered covered word, "Yuxi" (Yes Of course i know what it is, im just making it sound more dramatic ). Slowly, I opened it. Its geraldine's house warming party.. invitation card. *You see, Guys assume a lot, alright Fine I assume a lot.* I thought that it was'nt a really good time for me to actually turn up, since miss wu already told me. Then i sent her a message, then she called, and i decided to go. Yeah As simple as that, No no no details to be disclosed. Dude, i actually went to mirc to ask stupid things. And to think that people from #singapore could actully give me constructive answers . #singapore you know, the usual "Any young girls looking for job" "Any young girls got webcam" thing. I then told myself, mai tu liao . Off i went.
I arrived at eunos, I thought i was late. I mean, thereotically i was. But they were bathing, So i had to walk around aimlessly. At first, i thought that genesis was playing a trick on me as i sent a couple of non replied messages , Just when i was about to go back she called. "Yeah can you wait a while geraldine's bathing" From that point on , i knew i had to wait not just a while.
Eventually i got up, Geraldine's friend gave me a strange impression. I knew i had to give him a strange one too. ^^. And then, we came. I was feeling the stress already, STRANGERS ! STRANGERS STRANGERS STRANGERS STRANGERS STRANGERS STRANGERS! We played cards in geraldine's room. I tell you ah, her room has one of the most spacious views i've ever seen in my life. And the colouring everything is SO GOOD. The only thing i disliked is her ball light, Its definitely not a place for fat people, i kept hitting my head on it. For some reason, we watched a good show in her room. She's the man, no im the man, you fag jk. Someone kept making weird noises when the show was playing, Just GREAT. And then , we had food, on geraldine's BED. She's so flexible, i mean i would rather my food on the table but i can't imagine my guest eating food on my bed. And her bed looks so clean! Whoa, luckily i was able to eat fairly better than usual not leaving any food on her bed. Hey and after that i took lots of videos, Some got deleted after that damned . I even videoed gen falling off the bed and kicking me in the process, Yes obviously that was deleted too. Eventually i guessed we had to socialize a bit , we went to the auntie's room , sorry i called joanne auntie LOL . Yeah and we played taboo, i was feeling extremely stressed but genesis helped me a bit. Here's this thing, i dont know why but somehow her presence calmed me. Yeah when it was finally my turn to actually taboo the word , i was nervous and eventually enjoyed myself.
Overall the game was quite fun, at first i thought that we'll just get over with one round and off we go do something else. But after a while i thought hey? This bunch of grown ups are nothing different from josephine(yes the idiot one jk) and friends! LOL, hey i can still remember some of the names. Here goes, Linda, Corene, Euegene, melissa, josephine,Joanne. Hey actually, i guessed them all right. And sadly, genesis had to go. We sent her off the "airport" Shouting out stuffs and acting like spastic kids . We went back, and we played card games and eventually the thing that i had fun the most. MURDERER , wow the extreme version. We form a circle in the dark and litted candles and started chanting rituals, kidding. We formed a circle and hold hands. It was really fun, and if only if i was wearing dark clothes, hey i could camoflage myself . Whoa Big black stone jk. We all had to go back , I did'nt wanted to leave but i figured i could'nt stay over there as its inappropriate to ask and that i did'nt wanted to miss the train. We took lots of videos on the way, Screaming and shouting and even one about modelling haha. Overall i had great fun that day, it was awesome i loved it i really do hope to have another one of this . Oh well guessed we'll have to wait till geraldine buys a new house, Oh and btw, She love kids ^^ She is so patient with the eunice(sorry i can only remember LOL) And mushroom head guy. ^_^
Then it was today. I had to go to church otherwise i would be GUFUING joanne's nagging non stop for 3 weeks. Derrick cancelled the date last minute as he could'nt wake up, ASS . I had to went to church myself. Dude, i was so nervous, i had stress. I went to the second level and went into the wrong one, it was english service . So i went to the third floor and i went into the wrong one again, this time it was the children's service. Finally i went into the correct one, 4th floor. Hey as i went in , i see familiar faces and strangers immediately i isolated myself in one far corner, trying to make myself not visible(which was quite impossible). Today's session was very meaningful, they talked about family and what we needed and what we are in. Its a pity you did'nt came. After that i met derrick in bugis. WAIT, before i met him, i met with a accident A VIOLATION CASE. I was listening to my mp3 until i walked into the toilet and i could still hear someone singing even with my earpiece on , As i take it out and proceed to pee. "boy ah can you help me with my zipper". ................................................................................ I then went out, DUDE I GOT VIOLATED WITH HIS WORDS FUCK IT.
Eventually derrick came, hey he still laugh at me and said that i should had slapped his face and say "Please donate to the president's star charity" .__. We then went to watch Devil Cooks Prata LOL. Yeah it was a good show, too bad the egg prata not good enough, Derrick said that the kosong one was too bad. No seriously, somehow it inspires me.I have to say this, MY FUCKING KEYBOARD FUCKING SUCKS MAN FUCK THIS . Im not used to good keyboards i prefer the old one where i can bang and smash it and space it properly without having any spaces left in between<-RAndom->. Yeah it inspiries me that, to be a role model to be a LEADER. You have to cut everything else except work. >_>. Thats all(Yeah im merdin presley). Eventually we all went back as we're out of cash.
Oh and jiajia was still staying there along with her other friends , its kinda cool Haha.
I feel that theres a need to say this, Friends aren't tools to get to your own advantages. Friends aren't things that you can trample with your feelings and authority Or The friendship. Friends are people, PEOPLE that we live with everyday. Friends are FRIENDS.
Alright, i'll stop here i really can't connect myself tonight man.
TAKE IT EASY MAN!
yu xi-de ! 10:09 PM