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Yu Xi;
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
For once in my life, I really wanna blog this time LOL. All this while, if you noticed clearly in my blog. I had been ranting, I had been BITCHING. Hey? I often talked about my life being tough, and me trying hard and all. The truth is, Im not trying hard at all. Im actually whining. Its a fact I've relocated my mind today.
Its kinda funny how i think back on what happened today. The teachers are stressing me, I fear my parents why? Because i respected them, because i feel that they are working hard for me and i can't let them down. Honestly i knew that hey? If i carry on like this i would bound to make them upset or disappointed, Somehow i knew the ending But its just that perhaps im not wanting to accept it thats all. Its the kind of feeling you know LOL. As I packed my stuffs and go, not forgetting that my phone was confiscated. I was feeling kinda damned as well, like Im IN TORMENT LOL And i still have to force to be happy. No fair LOL. Shit im actually talking like im joking, I mean really i am (Im laughing as i typed this) But no, hey its actually something serious. I cant believed so many people was laughing at me as i was leaving the classroom. Lol, to think back it was kinda funny -_-. But hey, All that emotions and stressed build up at that moment was triggered with a knock over someone familiar. Lester? LOL, Hey if you really wanna try why not? You said you walked in a straight line, while i said i walked in a straight line as well. So who's fault? But that thing, triggered me. Im freaking emo, Emo = overly-emotional. I cried over some minal things -_-. Great i just knew it, its my FAMILY GINS. Everyone in my family is like that dude LOL.
Some say that they need time to overcome everything, IMO, i feel that its bullshit LOL. Its all in the mind man, as i was walking back i felt dead totally. And as soon as i reached the computer I've viewed some stuffs AND POOF IM BACK AGAIN LOL. Hey dont you dare say im cold blooded okay LOL.
I had lots of things to talk about , Firstly my dad LOL.
Honestly , i respect my parents a lot and that they work hard i know it. But sometimes the words they say contradicts themselves. Hey, i wont explain the details but my dad is obviously bias. But who cares, Im not affected-_-, im lying .
I need my RESULTS!
You know i have some friends who actually told me their problem, Why am i giving everyone the impression that im gonna be a councellor when i grow up? -_- NO. Yeah, they were telling me about their relationships and all and their right one. So im just gonna say it in all whole one Phrase^_^.
For all the reason in the world.
Some people say there's no reason,
Some say there is.
But ending up the honeymoon stage of love, Couples look at each other for their needs, Their believes. But what's really going on about love, no one really knows much about it. Perceptions and predictions.
We humans are always doing that.
Falling in love is so easy.
Looking at it, it was darn well a way to relieve stress =) but the only thing in love is, are you making a effort to keep loving each other ? Many people just take love for granted but its just there. No effort put in, just a simple excuse and their off.
Many people are searching for the right one. but the truth be told,
Anyone can be the right one.
Its just how you treasure him/her.
Here's a question for you all people (Directed at Jessica and JOS and all people)
If you really treasured him/her, and in the end she leaves you.
Will you blame yourself? Or will you feel dishearten and never to love again?
Dudes, Never feel dishearten, knowing you've give all you've got in a relationship leaves you room for little regrets..
No this ain't romeo and juliet, But lets just say for me that is, Falling in love is'nt just for a reason or 2. But its about caring and making both parties happy with a little compromise and understanding, of course with some time with each other making sure each other knows the way each other feels.
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That was the positive side i mean personally LOL actually all also good lar, just listen man.
If you fall out of love, read this dude (Directed at Mathias)
Falling out of love is somethings many people dread. Reasons wise, there are many too, but people will just give a shake and just say its bullshit . Never the last falling out of love sometimes it painful.
But you can never forget, the pain.
Memories will always stay within your mind so are you going to look at it as a painful reminder or something as a past you must learn from?
Many people told me, why they fall out of love.
Few reasons : He/She doesn't love me anymore
I don like the way she's/he's doing things*
He/She is not my type I don't think I love him/her anymore.
* use your imagination people =)
Some reasons are always crappy, but lets face it people.
When you fall out of love, someone always hurts. no matter the reason given. The reason there is just to forgive one's self. Or a reason to break away from commitment. For some they feel they never really love the guy/girl Simply put as they are just testing. People get hurt in these course of action along the way. Not enough commitment, not enough this not enough that.
Here's something i always see , Although im saying this Im actually contradicting myself BUT HEY LOL FORGET THAT DICK -_-.
Couples are hurt by each other actions, and they don't tell one another, And yet they expect each other to understand ? What are you psychic ? You mean you become psyhic when you are lovers ?
Well sometimes, people tend to know what the other half wants, but not everytime. No one's perfect So i rather say most couples I know never let each other understand their feelings and expect the other half to come over and understand them. Still the fact remains, When someone falls out of love, there's always pain. No escaping.
And here Yuxi DICKHEAD Yuxi i want to remind you heres something for you Chay Yu Xi. No i dont mean er THE GERALDINE chay yu xi but the real me. Myself
Everyone's got a past, its just whether you can learn from it or still let it torment you. Sometimes we look at other people laughing so carefreely, We can get jealous and envy them, of the past they do not have or fear. Truth is, they chose not to let the past torment them and they chose to be free, free of the contraption. Your memory is just a link to the past. And yet even as i see this typed out Im still saying ahhh this LOL.
As i noticed here, there are actually friends who are there for me, people like MOUSTAGE yes stage, Noobcake,ojo, (This two are actually one LOL) Michelle, Wai ho? Hey? Maybe even liang koon. Especially Derrick, As he sees me in such a stressing mood. He still never fails to make me smile with laughter thank you DEAR LOL.
My knuckles hurts with agony,
Anyone who saw me today, except for shaneni she saw the whole thing. Yeah, Im fine i was just TOO STRESSED up by the teachers and my parents. But im fine now, Last i just got reminded. As derrick was telling this to me, WHOA LOL HE WAS AT A CHALET. AND HE WAS NAMED A KING OF CUTIE AND A PRINCE! LOL WOOO -_- Thank me dude
Yuxi be back as normal in school TOMMOROW WOO -_-
yu xi-de ! 6:57 PM
Chay Yu Xi;
What can i say?
Everybody's changing and I dont feel the same
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