Sometimes all you need is just a picture to describe how you are. LOL, With much surprised to how this may become. Oh dear. With credits to Jeff thomas.
yu xi-de ! 12:44 AM
Hello Strangers. Im blogging again. I guessed there's nothing else to do. Except to summarize what happened. Just like him, I only blog when something's wrong. So preferbly if the strangers out there ventured here, Its not a happy place. JUST KIDDING LOL.
Interest. Is a dangerous thing. It makes the mind change easily. Piano, for example is a thing that's highly associated with Interest itself. If you lose interest, that's the end. But of course, You can always find them back. Just like studying, Piano is something that requires discipline as well, And of course; Motivation. I have lots of motivation, I'll always view the YouTube videos of people playing Final Fantasy Music, I get highly motivated. But If your talking about interest. Im a taurus, My Interest Changes easily. Right now, If I were to count. Im managing a total of 11 pieces, Why? I just can't stop at a single piece, Because due to the highly motivational videos from youtube, I wanna learn the ones that i've seen. Which then explains why i suck a lot.
One thing about piano, I've regretted is. I've never really used my heart to learn piano till the stage when my piano teacher Miss Oon was leaving. It was'nt a happy thing. It was rather sad. True enough, 3 years might not be that long. Still, there's a bond between us. I've missed her a lot, She won't be coming back. I have only myself to blame, for not learning properly. Afterall, Im wasting my money back then as well. Piano is a heavy investment, If your talking about the real Piano ; Yamaha, Pisaco. etc. It costs around 3k to 5k for a normal one, Im not talking about the electronic piano. And the lessons, a 100-200 for 4 lessons?. That's quite an investment i must say.
Its fine though, I've decided to really learn it well and someday, If i see Miss Oon again. I'll make her really happy for once :)
Many things did happened. Till the extend that I did'nt know how to react, Except to pretend nothing has happened. It was painful and confuse as well. But the funny thing is, Its really unpredictable .
I've seen a lot of happenings regarding parents recently. How a child's character is depended on the parents. So honestly speaking, the things im gonna say. Applies to each individual.
I've seen people at 15 saying that they get no freedom, Their parents holding them tightly, As stated from the "victim" ; Over Concern.
I have a friend who grew up without parents and managed to work on his own. He's the kind of person, who really yearns for some care, But he just can't have it. Listen up guys, Call me ignorant or what. But as much as your parents may seemed to be, They are always being an "Irritant" for a purpose. They are trying to educate you. What? You mean, they are trying to irritate you purposedly? Oh dude, The reason why your parents treat you like a Treasure was because of that DAMN 9 months you spent inside the female's womb, and the process of it.
But that's not my point, My point is. As much as how they can be, they are always doing it for our own good. And you guys, Know it too. Don't you?
7 days In knowing you. 7 days left. Its alright now; Dont cry.
yu xi-de ! 3:33 PM
Is it really necessary to do this anymore? After all, I blogged for you to see thats all.
Its alright, Dont cry now.
Back to Ville Valo eh? No I dont feel it anymore. Who was i trying to be all this while? Derrick? Perhaps, Eventually I was'nt trying to be anybody. I was trying to be nobody.
In time, I've lost my own. Its impossible to find it back.
I've been often reminded to be careful with words on my blog as It sounded extremely scary. I just let myself out that's out, Nothing scary.
During the exam period, I struggled a lot. I've even helped my friend picked up chinese. A friend of mine then ask me why. To me, If i could just do anything just to talk to her, I'll be happy. Period. I dont mind even getting scolded, Because at least we're at least communicating. Am happy to teach, Best periods of my time.
I found that i slacked a lot in my English , I did'nt studied (Technically there is'nt anything to study about either).
As for my maths, Hopefully I'll get a pass. In a way, my Dad mocked at me. You from sec 1 fail until now, Even if fail again also nevermind. You have nothing to lose, Just do your best. And so I did, I appreciated the times my Dad took the effort to actually revise with me, So a usual Kthxbye :D (Im truely a asshole LOL)
Social Studies? Brings to the topic about miss wu, I've liked this teacher a lot. And she treats me quite well, Period. Recently, she's been rather different towards me. N00b cake, Well so i did studied for social studies, Not that much of a effort anyway.
For the others, I'll say just dnt, At least i aim for a pass.
Perhaps, Derrick I could'nt be up to what i claimed to be. You were truely a example for me to learn, Thanks.
I'll work hard.
Exams are over. Its supposed to be awesome, But why? Fine i wont be selfish and say why is all this things happening to me. As perhaps someone would had gotten his hp confiscated and wasted a bloody heck of time having it back, As well as having his wallet pick pocketted the next day. Yeah.
In time, Things will go my way.
Although things are quiet, Im sad that we're not communicating at all. Because im always so lala? Quite the thing you'll say lol. =\. As such, Im here as always.
I think im gonna go join gxl again =\.
OMG I HATE TWIX. DIE ASSHOLES . Dont give me the usual EUU SHOO MEANNIE WORXXZXXXZ OMG
yu xi-de ! 8:48 PM
...?Perhaps...?
...?In a better time...?
...?Maybe...?
...?Well Its unpredictable...?
...?Music knits...?
...?And...?
...?The whole cycle...?
...?Repeats...?
...?I wish you a million smiles.
...?I hope you a better time.
...?I pray you a better life.
...?Moments...?
...?GONE!
yu xi-de ! 12:39 AM