If you cannot really control it, and flared up for no apparent reason. You are weak. Whatever happened to realization? -_-
yu xi-de ! 12:06 AM
yu xi-de ! 6:03 PM
Have you guys recently noticed all the sad and heartbroken nicks of your friends or people on MSN?
Wanna know what it is?
THATS THE TREND!!
yu xi-de ! 11:03 AM
HOW CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Back then...
EVery year of Christmas is just another ordinary day.
Every year of birthday is just another ordinary day.
All my life, i've never really seen the significance of this values.
Until this year, where some of my best friends showed me what it truely means, to have an event and how we should preserve the tradition. Thanks pok + scissy. Quite weird names for friends eh, Heh they like those names LOL.
Last friday , I went to Genesis party with Geraldine. When we arrived, And somehow there was a magic show going on at her apartment's swimming pool. The girls wont let me watch, they are quite mean people. Hey? I have deprived childhood, i've never watched any magic shows before. And, then we decided to go up Genesis's house to cook something(Believe me, i chilled and froze when i heard that. Can you imagine? LOL Just kidding dudes =P). Okay la, we went up and did lots of lame stunts. They scared me when i was trying to enter the room, Lamers. I mean, i admit i was scared la lol.
In the end, we decided not to cook because there weren't really anything except my meat, Ahem i meant pork :(.
We ordered mac donalds, and attemped to watch a dumb show which eventually failed. Genesis was messing up with the fast forward button, Sigh.
I cant believe we did lots of lame things, like throwing things around and laughing at people -_- and calling them idiots when we all know whose the real idiots! . Overall, i had a great party(Mini) Thanks buddies.
The following day, i was looking forward to geraldine's house warming party, I was looking forward to it, because her party are always so fun and LOLOLOL.
Im sorry because i could'nt attend it due to certain reasons =(.
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I then went to Genesis concert with pok pok on christmas eve. I dont really know why, but im sure that i really had a feeling of Christmas this round time. It just feels so, wonderful and blessed to be alive to be part of this Christmas Event. When we arrived at the church, mind you. Someone was feeling dead, she slept at 5 and did'nt ate a single chocolate. CAN YOU IMAGINE. Thats like whoa , not eating for 10 days.
Anyway, we went to the church. It seems everybody was so warmth, and they all gave us a very generous welcome. I sort of feel the faith in their hearts =). Ya pok, church is cool ain't it so. Anyway, They danced and the childrens were extremely cute. The angel reminded me like the fat caterpillar from bugs life.
TOTALLY, cute .
I've loved every bits of it.
After that, Genesis mom treated us to a meal. I did'nt know what i ordered, and my menu was taken away. Okay la, Geraldine ordered pok chop for me, I mean i dont mind pok chop. But you know, its pok chop.
I received my presents, a total Pig Set. I've got pig's rubbish bin, pig's nose cushion(palm size), pig's light , pig's wrapper, AND EVEN PIG"S SWEET.
Yes, a pig event. oink oink oink oink , next time Santa claus would use oink instead of "Ho". So he'll be like, "OINK OINK OINK OINK MERRY CHRISTMAS, SO which pig presents would you want from Mr Santa this year?" LOL. I gave Geraldine her present as well as Genesis one. Yes its a pig for genesis, and a pet* for geraldine. LOL. Thanks Scissy and Geraldine! and not forggeting Auntie ^_^.
Then, i had another party at night. Its at my gramps, I had lots of food. Im gonna bake something i learnt that night, for you guys. hohoho, Prepare yourself for stomacheache Terror.
And i bet most of you had turkeys and ham, and Chestnuts, for Christmas dinner. I had only instant noodles :(
But hey? Im contended , i had a lovely day . Horoscopes are liars, they told me i would meet a special someone today, YES TODAY. It seems, that they were lying afterall. Because, i've found really many different versions of TODAY. Lol.
Yesterday i was having a TV programme marathon, I've watched this romantic film "Actually Love". There's this guy inside who looks really good. England's hot. A lady from the film said this "True love lasts forever" . Hohoho, i second to that.
And next, as i was planning to sleep. I realized there's another film called "The Family Man" . It was a great film, I guessed what really decides the future is'nt the things you achieve. But they are the choices you make.
Thats why I've been constantly reminding my Parents about how they should stay at home and watch Television programmes until 3am.
I've been always ever so emphasising on the theme friends. Sure enough, nothing is eternal. But im telling you, friends will be eternal with Gerri poks and scissy cut around =)
Happy birthday the friend you've always been in my heart, shielding me, and blessing me. Happy brthday Jesus.
Lastly i just want to say a phrase im kind of forced to say, but i'll say it anyway for the sake of my best buddy a.k.a Gerri poks.
"GERALDINE ROCKS MY WORLD LIKE CRAZY AND SHE'S SWEET, CUTE, CLEVER AND SUGAR SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
Yeah, i understand the praise. But the loads of laughter? I have no idea, you will have to ask her. It seems that she has been overdose on her poking candies again, Oh well. Merry Christmas.
Life has been great, Xmm's gone, all sorts of troubles gone. I was told to talked about my life, normally i would talk about it a lot because it had been bad. But it seems that the whining period has been over, Life has been Awesomely great. =) And thats all, because its this great. HOHOHOHOHO
EDIT:Was told to add something SIGH with my own help so let me see.
"Geraldine is a extremely kind person to people around her, And yes she is very fun to be with, You can always push her around like she's qian hui . But yes, She's idealized to a perfect person.
PS:She likes to pok"
yu xi-de ! 9:31 PM
Persistance is futile.
From what I actually see, and been through.
I can fully able to differentiate between two different matters.
Its alright, im never able to understand any xmm.
Now i see why you did'nt really wanted to attract xmm while playing pool, Derrick.
They say every year's a different year. In the past, i've wondered how different it could be.
This year, is exceptionally different for me. Everything happened in a blink, It seems so long, but yet so fast. Contra eh?
I've particularly felt like having christmas a bit different this year.
I found out that, every year birthday's and such, weren't so much of a big issue. This year, some of my friends made me changed my view to actually treat it as something grand.
It seems that i've been taking lightly of many issues, Thus explains my lack of seriousness.
Its alright, a new year's coming right up.
But Christmas first LOL.
Yesterday i went out with Josephine. Its been awhile since we last met, The moment i've met her. I had been telling her the things i want to do, and want to be, Its great. We watched an awesome comedy, Note that it was a comedy. She said it was really scary, My goodness that she's really an idiot.
You know her mind is somewhat of a determined one, She wanted to buy some things at daxio at IMM which closes at ten. And we were at jurong point , it was 9.40 or so.
When we reached jurong east, i cant believe we ran. She's an idiot ahahahaha.
But hey? I enjoyed myself, Thanks Jos. And i received an message. IM FREE
yu xi-de ! 12:29 PM
LORD, I CONFESS.
I ADMIT LYING TO MY PARENTS.
JUST PLEASE REMOVE THOSE TWIXTS.
yu xi-de ! 11:58 AM
Thats funny. Guess what, Chen wei lien won the best new comer.
I heard from my mom, that the fans for chen wei lien was pretty crazy.
I would like to congratulate my mom as well for receving the star award for professional category. Its a pity she did'nt get posted for the newscaster one, Perhaps they say. In order for a better category, you have to step down the lower category :D.
I cant believe Chen wei lien won though, Hey? If we get people like Hyde to come to Singapore , Without singing we can actually issue him an Award already. Geez.
I've seen lots of people typing twixt again, not that its my problem. Its just affecting, Really it does.
I wonder why none of my friends does that, HEE HEE -_-.
Either way, My brother has went for National Service(NS). Its time to start taking care of the family, as well as help out every now and then.
Money sure is'nt easy to have, I used to think of the 50s and the 100s i spend without much thinking. Just then i noticed, It is really hard to earn money.
This year has been amazingly exciting, as well as sad and happy for me. It just means that when times are down, You've got your friends to cover your asses. No not literally :P.
I have great buddies like Geraldine, Derrick, Scissy, Idiot and some more.
Derrick covers my ass while i covers his, but recently time has been bad, He's pretty mad at me for pang sehing him, Although he took his revenge, His still mad at me -_-.
Scissy is none other than Genesis, who definitely cracks me up and listens to my burden.
Idiot is none other than josephine, Who says her idiots stuffs and keeps me happy every now and then.
While gelly poo is the one where i've always teased, Where i've always make fun of. Despite the thick skin questions i asks her at times, She never fails to smile. Aww what an idiot :P Yes sweet idiot.
With great friends like this, The next year would be a better one. And following year, Would be even a better one.
yu xi-de ! 8:08 PM
Im kinda fascinated by the Theme Visual Kei. Its hard to believe that such a band "Nightmare" could be this cute, Hahahahahahahaaha.
LOL, Im nuts Totally.
yu xi-de ! 11:44 AM
MY FRIENDSTER! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
yu xi-de ! 1:24 AM
Sometimes favouritism pose as a certain threat. No, Actually. Its just irritating. Of course, if nothing were to be done towards me.
I would'nt had that sense of dispised feeling. WHAT? No obviously if i see you being treated better than me, i would'nt be that cranky. But if im being treated unfairly, Of course i would feel that tad of unfairness. I
Its just how the Human Emotions work. Heck, if i haven't had emotions i would'nt had give a shit. But then again, If i haven't had emotions i would'nt had be happy.
Gee. I gussed, its quite hard to understand people afterall.
Mataku...
I guessed..
Oh yeah. Normally, I dont really talk about this kind of stuffs. But honestly, Its getting on my nerves. Of course i'll appreciate if your doing it for my own good.
But to everything, There's always a restriction. Like, Good friends cant kiss each other. Good friends can't have sex. In comparison, Friends are just friends. Of course i appreciate it, If your helping me. But i gladly do appreciate if you would stay out of me, A little further. A distance is good. =)
In time to come, Perhaps things might change a little better. But right now, I just dont want things to change because you messed up my life. That's all. Messing up my life, Yes Indirectly.
I prefer to still have my good friends like geraldine, Genesis and people like that. I'll really want you not to place judgement on them.Really...
The other day i went to Geraldine's Birthday party. I was quite glad i got invited. Honestly, It was a great party and i believe everyone had fun except for the baby girl herself. I dont know why but even if she did'nt had fun, i guessed she was pretty happy in the end.
I met scissy in the morning. Im telling you, I did'nt know why but I sure was late. When i reached, I could'nt see anyone except just hearing someone kept calling my name. Then when i turned and looked, I SAW SCISSORS!
We then headed to NTUC, Im telling you . Normally in the morning, im extremely drowsy. But being with Scissy, It just makes me even sober every minute LOL. We kept on laughing and laughing at every single object that was there. We bought our stuffs and bought Gelly a lovely cake, Well yeah Scissy said it was lovely, so it was. -__-.
I guessed Scissy and I were both had deprived childhood syndromes, Why? Because we played like mad kids at the playground, and seriously It was fun I admit LOL.
Oh, And We were laughing at every object we could see. When we saw a lamppost, we said it was a sausage, and when we saw a box we said it was a tofu. Shit man =\ LOL.
We then made lasagne at Wai Ho's house, Wai ho's brother Lucas is so light. Im telling you, My younger brother at least weighs twice as much as he is LOL. Played a bit in the kitchen, Don's quite a genius in cooking. I believe anyone who was there would second to that =). No no, not because his name is called rice but because...Um...I dont know. Anyway let's skip that LOL.
We all arrived at Sentosa, as someone was angry and i know we were late. I saw liang koon, and Pravind and Gelly Beans. She was laughing at my hairstyle :( Its not nice =(.
Then we waited a while for the rest to come, And immediately it went raining. We then went Palawan beach. Im so excited, its been 2-3 years since i last came to a beach. Yup 2-3 years. So when the rain finally stopped, we began playing. I swear, I was like a kid hopping around. And getting throwned sand at, everyone was throwing sand at me. Then when i brought out my Umbrella. I thought war was over. I WAS WRONG, In the end i died LOL. And i got buried, and stepped on -_-. We sang birthday songs, and played a few games. Glad Gelly enjoyed the Lasagne. But she did'nt had fun, she was troubled Hmmmm . oh well =)
Finally we went dhouby ghaut by the cable car so fun man ! It was my first time sitting one. We then fooled around and finally settled at banquet Foodcourt. Scissy and i made a skit to cheer Gelly up LOL. Tofu and sausages hah Classic xD.
Some of us then went to vivo, My first time as well. Had fun, saw a few pets. Played some arcade. When i actually looked, Wow Geraldine had gotten quite a number of birthday presents. I envied but was extremely happy for her as well.
We finally cabbed back at toh tuck road together , Jia jia Gelly and i. Then i finally took out my lousy n00b disk present out to give her. Lol, i actually did'nt wanted to give her. Because i saw the number of gifts she had received and all looked so expensive. When i thought of mine, All i did was just a week and some efforts that's all. I mean, I did'nt really know Video making. But at least i tried LOL.
And there I had my Wonderful and best Birthday party. Thank you Gelly.
Oh ya, one last thing. Geraldine has a extremely dark humour LOL
yu xi-de ! 10:54 PM
How about a nice cup of? :D
Yeah.. I just remembered what i wanted to type. The funny thing is i kept turning on and off my brain, there's lots of write about but just that i forggoten. There's a lot more, but im just gonna keep it like that first.
From where i see the friends of my workplace, i figured. They are of a different world than me. Simply stated, to be crude. A bunch of twixies(Your favourite type of people, Geraldine LOL). But, as much as how fun they were, Iris camilia. LOL, =\ I guessed its just that being friends is enough.
Yah. Nice one. I believe u. With money = success? n1 sir
yu xi-de ! 1:48 AM
Open your heart.
That's right, Birthday's over. There's always christmas.
Perhaps its time to talk about my work place.
I guessed to each individual there's a different kind of judgement you placed on the other people.
I have great friends at work, people like Camilia, Zi yu, Nisa, Nora and Iris.
Camilia's the bitch who always calls me gay, Noticed how im often being called one? LOL
Zi yu's the girl who always played with me and often forced me to treat her a meal.
Nisa's the malay chic whom i always tease, because she's just so darn easily affected LOL.
Nora's the Host whom i've always, i mean always laughed together with.
Iris is my best buddy at work, she's the girl with her uniform often tucked out, and always making fun of me by calling me damien. Whom they said i had a lot of resemblance to. Touche 'd .
Often, No matter where we are. I guessed, what we all really need are just friends. They backed you up in any sitiuation.
Yup, i guessed. Perhaps just so that i had lesser friends to back me up, or just that im an outsider to the group. Its alright, in time we'll see.
Ikin's the bloody bitch cashier whom i had a grudge on, You can say. Its the same hate that geraldine has for esther. Yup, Ikin's face is one heck of a Esther. That's right, you know what i mean LOL.
It brings me back to the topic why this had been here from the start, Oh well.
Someone once asked me this, "Yu Xi, What is the thing that makes you want to wake up in the morning". I thought about it, the first vision that came upon, i'll skipped that. Then the second vision that came upon, Yup. I believe that, Perhaps today when i wake up. It 'll be a better day than the day before.
I believe that the word hard comes from the mind. I guessed, It just links back to "If you think its fun, It is fun."
yu xi-de ! 12:42 AM