yu xi-de ! 3:25 PM
I've wanted to make a post entry a long time ago. However, Due to certain reasons I often neglected my purposes. Thus, Not having blogged at all.
Right now, I have the time . I wished to be able to do something, Or rather write something...I've long wanted to...
Recently I have no idea why, But I had became the mediator between certain relationships. They quarelled, And I listened. The funny thing is, Both of them consulted me.
Two of my friends, attempted to break up. Its Ironic is'nt it "I want to break up with you."; 10 Minutes later. "Sorry Dear, I love you can we not break pls" . A huge lol over here, Look. DECIDE ON YOUR DECISION MAN LOL... No, It is'nt any lol issue. I've managed to told them certain things; Its so difficult to get into a relationship, let alone maintaining it.. When they seemed doubtful. I gave them a clear example of myself.. And they believed it, and hopefully they are fine now.
Afterall, Im a tool ain't it so?
Its really great, To have some presents on Valentine's day. All my life, I haven't received anything on Valentine's day. I've got a couple of candies, as well as a voodoo doll which i could write anyone's name on it and poke , just kidding.
I guessed as times goes by, It'll get better somehow.
But Its hard but to think...
Will it really get better afterall?
yu xi-de ! 1:34 PM
I have no idea why, But recently I picked up a book of mine and started to read again. Suzuka.
The story is just so relateful, It really feels great while im reading it. I really would want to know what happens next.
And at times, I get self indulged and imagined myself being the character itself. Its just so great, Just the kind of communication to have with other people. The truth is, Talking on the phone? geez =\.
Ok fine, You could say Im believing too much in fairy tales but i dont have a choice, The situation inside the story seems to be the exact scenario of mine.
I guessed, I had been trying to be someone older and not just myself. I think too much, And too much thoughts. I visualize to much, and are often hurt from imagination than reality. Its time I start behaving like my age and be a pure boy.
If you were to see some people hanging out fliers, Friends of mine including myself would definitely laugh our ass off that why this people had to do this kind of pathetic job. But the truth is, This people are the ones we should really admire. Because they step out to do something, That's actually right.
What im trying to push here is this, I guessed all this while we all haven't been someone whom we really are. Sure, Laughing having fun might seemed really happy. But in the long run, No.
I guessed in time to come, I'll just to find myself an answer.
But right now, I just wanna enjoy that little sweet indulgence.
yu xi-de ! 10:55 PM
Misunderstandings, Are all part of our lives.
Misunderstandings tear relationships.
Misunderstandings...
Misunderstandings...
Misunderstandings... Why me?
You've got me all wrong...
yu xi-de ! 9:09 PM