As the pok of dick sings in my ass
I feel like a dick
I feel like a turd
I feel like a shit
I feel like a dickhead/shithead.
But i feel happy.
This might sound like any other rant to any of you, but trust me. Im actually very disappointed with myself over this. Everytime i attempted to do my music well, I FAIL
I really really really wanna play my piano well. I think i've said this more than 10 times; I use realistic figures ok, unlike . LOL
Recently i feel really disappointed over myself over certain issues. The first, is of course my piano. HONESTLY, My parents had spent more than over 10 thousand on this "hobby" of mine. And ya la, sometimes they would say "very nice!, very well played" etc. I would say, they just dont know how to gauge between the levels of a average player and a noob. I fall between the lines of worse than a noob.
I really really feel so stupid, whenever i've got the determination for something; Results, exercising etc.
I will give up half way, damn it.
2nd, I dont usually talk much about my siblings. But up till this day, i must say i really respect my older brother a lot. Although he used to tease me when i was young; We used to punch EACH OTHER WHEN WE WERE YOUNG YOU KNOW! When he grew older, he will never push his responsibilities of a older brother away. Although so obviously he is in the superior side, he never fails to take his time to teach me chemistry. My older brother is not someone is exceptionally blessed with the tongue, but nonetheless he can speak very well; just not exceptionally well. But my older brother is someone whom i really love. Which is why, i decided i should strive to become like him. HE IS SO SKINNY NOW, damn it so muscular. Of course la, he is shorter than me and all. But in terms of mass/wideness i own him upside down(And i am very ashamed of myself LOL).
3rd, Guts.
I've got only one sentence for this section.
How long could you play the waiting and dreaming game?
The other day i went to yen sze's so called gathering, i enjoyed myself thoroughly. Found some new friends, Wen hui and guo jun and leslie and some 2 guys which i so obviously forggoten their name. Wen hui's a funky girl, and guo jun's a gentle guy and leslie's a i have no comment guy.
We played basketball, and guo jun kept thinking im going clubbing after that due to my UNIFORM.
But in all, i had a wonderful time and of course a very well deserved experience.
A good friend of mine quarrelled, and we got back as normal, and quarrelled, and got back as normal. Oh man this karmic-cycle is never ending. But im happy enough to know a dick.
Anyway, today i went to eat my feared meatballs. I mean, it tasted nice la. But damn it, I tell you i think im some how allergic to it. I am feeling the coodies after a while T_T . Anyway, i was with the emog company, the emotional Gs. They were so quiet, and quiet. Sigh, and they have weird combinations of food. Meatballs with CAKE? COME ON! LOL.
We did a lot of kinky stuff in the whole of ikea, and even played hide and seek with GERRI! LOL, AND GENESIS FELL DOWN BOO HOO.
yu xi-de ! 7:20 PM
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